I want share with you
something that I’ve been learning, and trying to wrap my head around, trying to
‘apply’ to different situations in my life.
There is something that I’ve believed all my life, that I will never be
able to think about in the same way again.
There is something that, though it was wonderful to start with, is now,
even more wonderful! There are phrases
that I’ve used, in my Christian ‘lingo’... that I’m struggling to use now,
because they fail to represent the whole of what I now believe. There are deep and profound traditions that
hold so much more meaning to me now, than they have in the past.
I’ve been feeling like God
wants me to share this for some time now, but, the Good Friday service really
kind of clinched it for me. It was such
a good service. We had this, sort of,
drama... monologue thing, where all sorts of different characters from the
Bible, who’d had personal interaction with Jesus, told their stories. They all started with the same phrase. Words they had heard Jesus say just before he
died on the cross. “It is
finished.” None of them knew what it
meant... why he said it. In the end,
they just kind of left the question hanging...
What was finished?
I`m going to try to explain
what I`ve learned, am learning. I`ll
start by reading a few parts of the “Easter Story” Three separate ‘events’ that occurred in the
biography of Jesus Christ. I want you to
imagine three different locations as we read.
Mark 14:32-42 – Gethsemane
32 They went to a place
called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I
pray." 33 He took Peter, James and
John along
with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled. 34 "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of
death," he said
to them."Stay here and keep watch." 35 Going a
little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. 36 "Abba", Father," he said, "everything is
possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I
will, but what you will." 37 Then he
returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Simon," he said to Peter, "are you asleep?
Could you not keep watch for one hour? 38 Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak." 39 Once
more he went away and prayed the same thing. 40 When he
came back, he again found them sleeping, because their eyes were heavy. They
did not know what to say to him. 41 Returning
the third time, he said to them, "Are you still
sleeping and resting? Enough! The hour has come. Look, the Son of
Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners.42 Rise! Let us go! Here
comes my betrayer!"
Matthew 27:22 – 31 – the Courthouse
22 "What shall I do, then,
with Jesus who is called Christ?" Pilate asked. They
all answered, "Crucify him!" 23 "Why? What crime has he committed?" asked
Pilate. But they shouted all the louder, "Crucify him!" 24 When Pilate saw that he was
getting nowhere, but that instead an uproar was starting,
he took water and washed his hands in front of the crowd.
"I am innocent of this man's blood," he said. "It is your
responsibility!"25 All
the people answered, "Let his blood be on us and on our children!" 26 Then
he released Barabbas to them. But he had Jesus flogged, and
handed him over to be crucified.27 Then
the governor's soldiers took Jesus into the Praetorium and
gathered the whole company of soldiers around him. 28 They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him, 29 and
then twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on his head. They put a
staff in his right hand and knelt in front of him and mocked him. "Hail,
king of the Jews!" they said. 30 They spit on him, and took the staff and struck him on the
head again and again. 31 After they had mocked him, they took off the robe and put
his own clothes on him. Then they led him away to crucify him.
John 19:1-16
John 19:28-30 – the Cross
28 Later, knowing that all was now completed, and so that the Scripture would be fulfilled, Jesus said, "I am thirsty." 29 A jar of wine vinegar was there, so they soaked a sponge in it, put the sponge on a stalk of the hyssop plant, and lifted it to Jesus' lips. 30 When he had received the drink, Jesus said, "It is finished." With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.
28 Later, knowing that all was now completed, and so that the Scripture would be fulfilled, Jesus said, "I am thirsty." 29 A jar of wine vinegar was there, so they soaked a sponge in it, put the sponge on a stalk of the hyssop plant, and lifted it to Jesus' lips. 30 When he had received the drink, Jesus said, "It is finished." With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.
I`ve had the amazing
privilege of being born into a loving Christian family. I have known about Jesus as long as I`ve been
alive. I accepted Jesus into my ‘heart’
when I was just five years old. I knew
nothing of sin, or death, or the cross, or the blood. I knew only that Jesus loved me, and wanted
to live ‘inside’ me in some mysterious way that made me feel safe, and loved,
and precious. Since then, there have
been milestones, insights, revelations, things that I learned that opened my
heart more and more to his love and his grace.
I had the privilege of being raised in a home
that taught and modeled grace. I never
‘struggled’ to ‘live under the law’ as so many have, because I lived under
grace my whole life. That said, I remember
very clearly the day that I realized that I
was a ‘sinner’! And that Jesus died a
horrible death for my sin. Since that day I have lived in gratitude that
Jesus took my sin, on the cross, and that his blood, his life, was an
acceptable sacrifice making me holy and blameless in the sight of God.... A
crazy exchange, a profound mystery!
I have had the privilege of
always being in churches that valued and taught about the ‘cross of Christ’,
the death of Christ, the blood of Christ, the acceptable sacrifice. In this atmosphere, when I think back on it, pretty much all of the teaching I’ve had has
been centralized on the ‘cross’.
Everything of value occurred ‘on’ the cross. I grew up believing that ‘one’ event, solved
‘one’ problem... if you know what I mean.
Death ‘on the cross’ paid for my sin.
Here’s the thing I’ve been
learning....: Here`s my question,
looking back on what I’ve been taught: If
everything of value occurred on the cross,...did anything of value occur... in
Gethsemane? Whatif... They had arrested
Jesus in the dining room at the last supper, and taken him straight to the
courthouse? What would change? Ummm... yes... God the Son surrendered his
will to God the Father and paved the way for the death on the cross, which
saved me from my sin. Ummm.... anything
else?
Did anything of value occur,
say... in the holding cells of the courthouse??
The thing I’ve come to see,
to believe, the thing that’s changed for me.... Is that I believe each of these ‘locations’
have a profound value, that, were we to truly understand them, would radically
transform our lives! Each of these
‘locations’ are loaded to the brim with
‘Good News’!! I’ll try to explain:
These verses really grabbed
my attention a while back:
Psalm 103:1-5
1 Praise the LORD, O my soul; all my inmost being,
praise his holy name. 2 Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits-- 3 who
forgives all your sins and
heals all your diseases,4 who redeems your life from the pit and crowns
you with love and compassion, 5 who
satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
All his benefits.... Wait... All?? Plural?? More than one? Forgives ALL... Heals ALL... redeems...
crowns... satisfies... renews.... ALL
one sentence... no breaks... no changing of subjects, no context issues... All one sentence... All
his benefits. I’ve come to believe that sin is not our ONLY problem. We have more than ‘one’ problem. And that Jesus, has ‘done’ something.. to fix
them all. I see here that sin... is a
problem. Disease... sickness....unwellness... are also a problem. Depression, anxiety, fear, sorrow, emotional
pain... is a problem. And there is an
answer to it. There is Good News for all
these things. There was a heavy, heavy
cost, paid in full by our Lord Jesus Christ.
Isaiah 53
1 Who has believed our message and to whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed? 2 He grew up before him like a tender shoot, and like a root out of dry ground. He had no beauty or majesty to attract us
to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him. 3 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. 4 Surely
he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him
stricken by God, smitten
by him, and afflicted. 5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the
punishment that
brought us peace was
upon him, and by his wounds we are
healed.
He...took up
our infirmities... carried our sorrows... was pierced for our transgressions...
crushed for our iniquities... by his wounds we are healed.
More than ‘one
problem’, more than one solution... All his benefits... Most of the teaching I’ve
received, (and I suspect that you’re in this with me) has only just scratched
the surface of what Jesus meant when he said ‘It is finished.’ Whatif... it’s even better than we
thought? Whatif... there’s even more to
this wonderful salvation than we’ve heard about? I’m hoping that, after this, whenever we come
to communion together, whenever we think about Easter, whenever we hear the
phrase ‘at the cross’... we’ll think differently about it.
Here’s what I
believe. I believe that when Jesus was
in the Garden of Gethsemane, something of profound value was accomplished for
me. Jesus surrendered his will to the father, which has enormous benefit to me,
but, I believe there’s more. I believe
that ‘surely he has borne my sorrows.’ Jesus declares that he was ‘overwhelmed with
sorrow to the point of death.’ To the
point of death. He sweat drops of blood.
Did you know there was blood shed there?
Angels had to come minister to him when it was done. Enter into the story here. Imagine, the ‘sorrow’ of all the earth, from
the beginning to the end, laid onto one man at one time. All the mothers tears...from all
eternity. All the heart wounds. All the betrayals. All the ‘nobody sees me’s.’ All the harsh words spoken to us. All the name calling and labeling we grew up
with. All the wrongs done TO us. How often
do we feel that we cannot bear our own sorrows because they are too heart
wrenching, too devastating, too overwhelming.
Take some time in the next little while to imagine Jesus bearing our
sorrows. Bearing the sorrows of the
world. To the point of death. Really think about this...
When we talk
about having our sins forgiven, we talk about being free of guilt and shame,
and what a huge relief it is to release that guilt and shame to him. We talk of the weight that is lifted. We rejoice in it. We encourage others, when they say they feel
so guilty, to lay it at the cross, to be free!
We know we can do this, because we know that he paid for our sins on the
cross.
Now
imagine.... if we could lay our sorrows in the Garden, in the drops of blood
there, at the feet of Jesus. Imagine if
we didn’t have to carry our sorrows anymore... If the things that overwhelm us
could no longer be part of our identity.
If the wrongs done TO us... could be left behind... Think about that for a while. Would it be wonderful? Would you have to give your head a shake a
few times to remember the truth? Would
you have to try to figure out a ‘new’ identity for yourself? We hang onto our hurts pretty hard
sometimes. Would it be hard to let them
go? If he has already borne them on our
behalf... do we really have the right to ‘bear’ them ourselves? Big questions... Big significance... Big
transformation if we can grab this and run with it... Big freedom!
What does this even look like??
I believe that
sorrow is a problem. I believe that Jesus
solved it, took it, carried it, in the Garden.
Here’s a
little aside: Do you know what Jesus
actually died of? I mentioned..., and
the Bible mentions ‘to the point of death’ for a reason. What did he actually die of? Did the Jews... the Romans kill him on the
cross?
John 10:17-18 Jesus says, “I lay
down my life – only to take it up again.
No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority
to take it up again.”
He ‘lay down’ his life. He ‘gave up his spirit’ and breathed his last. This is significant... because on the
cross... he was ‘at the point of death’... but so was he ‘at the point of
death’ in the Garden. He gave up his
spirit on the cross because then it was ‘finished’. Everything he intended to do, was done. He did not give up his spirit in Gethsemane,
even though he was at ‘the point of death’ because there was still more to
do... Interesting?? I missed the significance of this most of my
life.
Next thing: Next ‘location’: Next ‘event’...: What about the holding cell? What about having him flogged? Such a short little throw away line for such
a horribly violent event. You’ve heard
the stories of blood and gore. You’ve
heard that many, many didn’t survive a flogging. Besides that he was beaten, bruised, punched,
slapped, spat on... you can imagine what all else. We’ve seen the movies...
What of value, occurred there?? Have
you thought about this? If my sins were
paid for on the cross... and they were... Then what was the point of being
flogged? Being beaten? Was it simply a demonstration of Roman
brutality? Was that God’s point? To show what a nasty bunch the Romans
were? What value is there in that for
me?
In my past, this little segment
of brutality has been used, ironically,
as a whip, a club, an attempt to make me feel guilty. Jesus went through all of this for you and
you can’t even do a), b), and c) for him??
What a worthless piece of... whatever... you are... You ungrateful little...
blah, blah, blah... Do you think that was the intent? Is guilt... the fruit that God intended when
he orchestrated this little segment of the story? I hope not!?
Is this part of the story important?
Significant?
So...? WHY DID IT HAPPEN? Think about it a different way. What would change if it hadn’t happened? Would your life be any different if this had
never happened? Would your sins still be
forgiven? Umm... Yes they would! So....??
What do we make of this? What
does the Bible say? “By his stripes we are healed.” I’ll say it again... Because by his stripes
we are healed. We have so much
uncertainty in our lives about healing.
We’ve had so little teaching about healing. While we know for sure, based on scripture,
that God can and has the power to heal, we are very uncertain about whether he
will.
Whatif... this very same
uncertainty was applied to forgiveness of sin?
We know he can forgive, he’s done
it before... We’re not sure if he will... if he wants to... We’ve lived there, haven’t we? Unsure? “He wants to forgive Me? Really?
Does he know what I’ve done??
He’ll forgive good people, that try hard... but, not me...?” How would we answer them now? We would say, “Of course he will forgive
you! He DIED ON THE CROSS for your
sin! HE ALREADY PAID FOR IT!” We would point to ‘the cross’! We would say ‘the Bible says...” and attempt to lay these questions to
rest! And we would be right! This is the Good News! That Jesus Christ layed down his life for us!
Whatif... we could apply this
same confidence to ‘By his stripes we are healed’? Whatif... we could point to an event that
says HE WAS FLOGGED FOR YOUR HEALING??
HE ALREADY PAID FOR IT! We know
where it happened, we know when it happened, we know why it happened. We could
point to the whipping post... We could
say “The Bible says....!!” Whatif...
it’s really true that “He forgave ALL our sins, healed ALL our diseases,
redeemed our lives from the pit, and crowned us with love and compassion so
that our youth is renewed like the eagles??”
Here’s what I believe. I believe that this was a significant event
that holds enormous value to each and every one of us. I believe that ‘by his stripes we are
healed’. I believe that we need to take
the phrase ‘if it be thy will’ out of our vocabulary in regard to physical
healing. Isaiah says “it was God’s WILL to crush him.” I
believe we can stand with the same assurance on the ‘event’ of his stripes, as
we can on the event of his cross, as on the event of his sorrow.
Here’s what I don’t
know: I don’t know how to ‘flesh it
out’... I don’t know how to walk in it.
But I know that I know that I know that I can’t argue against it. It happened.
It’s done. Do we have questions,
doubts?? Of course! We’ve had questions at every step of this
journey we’ve been on... have we not?
We’ve doubted the truth of God’s word at every turn if we’re being
honest. We wonder if he loves us, even
though the Bible clearly says that he does.
We wrestle with it. We believe
it, don’t believe it, believe it, don’t believe it... We wonder if he sees us... We wonder if he’s
really forgiven us... We wonder if we’ve strayed too far..... We wonder if he even exists sometimes... But “faith
comes by hearing, and hearing, by the word of God.” (Rom.10:17) So let’s
take our questions to the Word of God. Let’s
learn about it. Let’s ‘Ask’, ‘Seek,’
& ‘Knock.’ “For everyone who asks,
receives, and anyone who seeks, finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door
will be opened.”(Matt.7:8) And if
we ‘lack wisdom, let us ask God, who
gives generously to all without finding fault.’ (James 1:5)
What would change in our
lives if we BELIEVED that our healing has ALREADY BEEN PURCHASED FOR US by an event in
history, by the brutality of a cat’o’nine-tails, by the WILL of God. How many people in our lives would benefit if
they knew this to be true? We talk about
the nails... Can we talk about the whip?
I believe that sickness and
disease is a problem. I believe that
Jesus solved it, paid for it, at the court house. Please give it some thought. Pray it through.
Moving on... I’m sure that after being flogged, and
beaten, and whatever all else... he must have been ‘to the point of death’
there as well. Although it doesn’t say
so in the Bible, he must have been. But
he didn’t ‘give up his spirit’ there either... because there was still one more
thing to do. He had to be nailed to the
cross for our sin. He had to be lifted
up. He had to pour out his life. He had to be pierced for our
transgressions. He had to fulfill
scripture. There had to be a sacrifice,
because, “without the shedding of blood
there is no forgiveness.” (Heb.9:22)
Then, when everything was accomplished, he said “It is finished” and he
gave up his spirit. What was
finished??
He had borne our sorrows, in
the Garden... he had healed our bodies with his stripes, in the holding cell at
the courthouse... he had taken our sin and our shame on the cross. He had done it all. He had forgiven ALL our sins, healed ALL our
diseases, redeemed our lives from the pit, and crowned us with love and
compassion.... ALL HIS BENEFITS... FORGET
NOT!! Bless the Lord O My Soul.
So, now, whenever I come to communion... whenever
I think about ‘the cross’... I think about these three locations... these three
‘events’... these three benefits. I
can’t think about it as a single event anymore. Even the very act of communion... involves
more than one element... the bread AND the wine, the BODY broken & the
BLOOD shed. More than one thing....
1Corinthians 11:23-30
For I
received from the Lord what I
also passed on to you: The
Lord Jesus, on the night he was betrayed, took bread, 24 and
when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, "This is my body, which
is for you; do this in remembrance of me." 25 In the
same way, after supper he took the cup, saying, "This cup is the new
covenant in my blood; do this, whenever you
drink it, in remembrance of me." 26 For
whenever you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death
until he comes.
1Peter 2:24
“He himself bore our sins in his body on the
tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness: by his wounds
you have been healed.”
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